Well…
Tomorrow is Starkid in Ann Arbor! YAY! Ellie and I are going! We will probably go into the city a bit early hit up our favorite stores and eat at Seva and then we shall go to the theater! I always feel a bit … old when I go to a Starkid event…. Ellie and I are both 25… this scares me that we are old… Let me know if any of you guys are going! I’m excited!!!
I just keep thinking its going to get better… It’s just weird that everyone keeps disappearing. Or won’t be around me soon. Maybe Nicole’s right maybe I just should find some where to move and just go.
That’s beautiful..This photo was taken around midnight on a Brooklyn-bound C Train. The son was sprawled out on his father’s lap, sleeping. The father was cradling the boy’s head in his hands. It was a pretty touching scene, and I wanted to photograph it, but I was very tired myself and I wasn’t sure how much I’d be able to capture from such a close distance. Then suddenly, the father lifted his son into a sitting position, and leaned in so they were touching faces.
I quickly pulled my camera from it’s case and snapped a shot. One of the most natural, beautiful moments I’ve ever been able to capture.
I feel like by August I’m not going to have any friends. No one talks to me. And the ones that do are going to leave and be gone by August.
I guess I should get used to it.
I’m not one to waste my time on people that don’t care.
Doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.
I wish I could come home and tell you all that I did and we could hang out
But I know I can’t.
And it makes me so god damned sad.
I just miss you.
So nervous and excited for tomorrow! Yay Tennessee! By this time tomorrow we will be almost half way there! I need a break from this place. My mind makes me feel trapped. Everything reminds me of something … Sad. I need an adventure. Even if it is a short one. Amber says she thinks we will “refresh her” by us being around her. I don’t think she’s the only one. People sometimes ask me how I could be friends with her.. after having serious arguments and not talking and so on. It’s because deep down, we really love each other. And sometimes it’s okay not to talk, and it’s okay to forgive people. And it’s okay to forgive yourself. We have boundaries and limits with each other but we can accept that. There is unconditional accepting between us. and so the relationship grows. We know no matter what dumb things we might say or if we might not be able to talk we still at our cores love one another. And love is what matters not distance.
